尋日係國慶節ge大日子!!!!~

        尋日我同my dad & mom去左荃灣同grandmom,叔叔,姑姐,姑丈,表哥食飯,幫grandmom同埋叔叔慶祝生日,我地去左金龍船食dinner,我地叫個個餐有野飲包埋,嘻嘻~有3杯red wine呀~~~my dad問我飲唔飲喎,我梗係"唔唔"飲la~~~!!!!~1杯唧~不過呢d梗係cheap野黎ga la,爛平先至會送ge唧~ (其實我最想食ge係個隻好似螺絲ge螺旋藻←唔記得係咪咁叫la~個隻野好好食ga,又有益喎,大家直得一試ga!!!!!!~~)

        but當我睇到電視放煙花ge時候......飲下、食下、睇下ge時候,望住d煙花ge時候,有d眼濕濕,覺得自己好似好慘,好孤獨咁,都唔知發乜神經~~~~!!可能......諗起...某............掛??~

        今日係佢ge birthday.....之前送左birthday present俾佢都仍然未有任何回應,可能佢已經俾我嚇壞左.......唉~都唔知點算........

        其實點解我遇著呢個男仔咁細膽ga!!!~一個女仔都仲大膽過佢~好似倒返轉咁,個天係咪真係咁玩我?????定話試驗緊我ge耐性??半年?半年後就...?究竟,佢係咪就係半年後ge其中一個可能?

        唔........尋晚買左juventus既銀包,諗住響佢birthday之前寄俾佢~呢份present係我買俾人最貴既一份,連夜飯都唔敢食貴d,寧願買左份禮物先...唉~~買俾fd既禮物都冇咁貴重,唔知點解我咁傻,咁捨得.....

        上年買左對adidas波襪俾佢,個陣時bcoz佢冇失蹤,仲有contact,都有同我講thx,我咁已經好開心,因為佢冇唔reply我..........呢年,since 12號,已經2個禮拜有多唔見佢online,我好驚佢到生日個日or之後都唔出現,唔知佢收到份禮物開唔開心?有幾??對我睇法會唔會有改變??????

        我好希望佢會睇到我呢篇diary,對我睇法冇改變唔緊要,最重要係想你active咁contact返我only.....

唉.......那個他又再次找到他的她,那我呢?????

仍是孤身一人.......